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伤不起

2012-01-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

当人的年纪越大，对爱情就是否会逐渐没有憧憬，就好像要过新年的心情一样。

长辈都会不停的问，有男朋友了吗？
我只是笑笑带过，说有或没有都会被问长问短的，所以笑笑就好。其实比较想大声的说～干你屁事啊！呵呵～

对爱情啊，好像说不上是什么感觉了。
是否是因为到了这个年纪的我们，通常都有了定下来的目标，有了自己的方向，有了自己的想法。
认为爱情嘛～该来的总会来，该走的，想留也留不住。
每一场的爱情开始到结束，都常听朋友家人或身边的人总是安慰说：“哎呀～不要担心，只是你还没有遇到你的缘分啦” 之类的话。
当一段感情可以开始，每个人都不希望没到终点前都要面对结束的审判的吧...

最近，迷上了郁可唯的歌声，就这样一直重复着她的歌，她似乎唱出了我的心情。

不是不爱你　只是伤不起...

不是不妥协，不是不付出，而是我想付出在值得让我掏心掏肺的那个你。
不是不用心，不是不说爱，而是我爱你需要时间，也希望你可以让我做自己。

累到要吃榴莲喷火灭口

2012-01-17T23:43:00.009+08:00

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本来可以好好的参加聚会的～好好的见一年多没见的朋友了，好好的坐下来和大家聊聊天的！

做么酱小的事情都还可以搞不掂！
搞到我一天内跑来跑去，然后酱飞来飞去就为了一份 legal document！回来还得忙到过年前才可以收工～　T.T

还好，美丽的天空。
至少暂时让我心情恢复少少的元气．．．．　结果，一拍完．．．飞机就进入很摇晃的状态，直到降机。然后，让我处在双耳都耳鸣到发痛的状态，到了酒店，出去吃了两粒榴莲！再回到酒店，冲凉了现在才好！

鸡蛋糕！

好！睡觉去！

收集力气准备明天的“喷火”表演！

自寻烦恼

2012-01-14T18:36:00.006+08:00

别再问我为什么心事重重的样子。
是的，我的确在烦恼着如何去解决接连而三的来的事情和问题，加上宽容的期限到了，而我无法在预期间内把事情解决掉。
新年要到了，如果问题这之前都还没有解决，我该怎样开心起来啊？
除了等，还是只能等，只能希望 approval 的过程在农历新年前可以顺顺利利的通过，然后不拖不欠。
真的拜托了～

胸膛每天盈盈作痛的，是压力太大了吧。
唉～真的喘不过气了。

其他的问题啊～拜托你不要来纠缠我了，如果偏要请你让我先把现在的解决掉了，你才来好吗？谢谢。

2012-01-12T22:23:00.001+08:00

乱。

又病。

加上忧虑。

希望事情可以顺顺利利的解决。
只能靠您了。

谢谢。

Take It Easy

2012-01-04T00:27:00.003+08:00

Awww....... Life's all about Work Work Work & charity.

All the time I ain't work for money, Life's meaningful but most of my time being occupied in the air-cond room... Somehow, feel like life's moving too fast these days, today is already the 4th day of 2012 & I just realised it! OMG!

I need a break.

Short one will do.
Like lying on my bed and sleep for 8 hours with a wish of a sweet dream.

Life seems to be much more wonderful each day with helping people fights against cancer. Life isn't easy for them, neither for their family. Walking hand in hand together with those who live each day with thanks & courages, eventhou they're in pain, giving me lotsa inspiration and hope.

Anyhooooo.
I would like to take things slow and easy, not rushing. I mean, why rush? (=

咖啡咖啡～你让我又爱又恨

2011-12-29T15:48:00.005+08:00

糟糕～我真的老了啦，体力不如前了。
才两天迟睡罢了，整个人好像软趴趴了。

想赖床也不能，生理时钟 6.30am 就让人家自动醒来，翻来覆去，气死我啦！人家想睡到 7.30am 的嘛～所以只能喝咖啡提提神咯，本来人家也不想动咖啡的，可是以现在的状况不得不喝咯～呵呵

不够睡是真的啦～可是喝咖啡是借口来的啦，让自己喝得安慰点。哈哈！

结果，连续上了三次厕所... T.T

上个月还心痒痒的去买了一大瓶的咖啡豆，到底该如何处置它啊？—_—!!!

有你的圣诞节不一样

2011-12-25T04:54:00.010+08:00

你知道吗？

再遇见你有种想拥抱你的冲动，很多很多话吭在心田里却说不出口。我很努力的压抑着。

一年了，我们的争吵就像是在昨天，不过这个所谓的昨天我们都过得好漫长。

钱包换了，我送你的钱包你已不会随身携带了，想必心情已经换了吧，想必你已经从新开始了吧。你一再而三的对我说不要再执着了，不执着了人也会快乐的~ 要好好照顾自己的叮咛，让人听了觉得好心酸，好似告诉我，你已经没有想过要让我回来你身边了...

这一年，是因为病了的关系，觉得人生随时都会结束似的。

而你，是我不想离开的遗憾，因为你是我生命里不可缺少的大部分。老实说，生病了很好，它让我看透了什么是所谓真正的人生。真正的人生啊~ 就是和你度过每一刻时光，好的坏的也好，就是和你一起才是有意义的。

以前啊，可能是年轻的关系加幼稚的关系吧... 把你跟事业做什么鬼比较！

我不是执着，而是看透了，看透了生活的意义，就是能和你一起肩并肩过日子，就是我人生的意义，而你就是我努力活着的坚持，你就是的事业啊。现在啊~想起来都觉得我是个大笨蛋！

回家的路上，我一直问自己是否应该像你说的那样，是我，不应该执着了。然后从今天起，我该学会好好照顾自己了，然后学会走好一个人的路？

不了，这一次我执着了，因为我非常确定我真的爱你。

虽然我会好好照顾自己，可是不管多久，我都会等你，如果你什么都没说，我会等你，一直等你... 等你开口告诉我，愿意和我一起走到最后。

今天，谢谢你的礼物也给了我那么多难忘的记忆，还有你的贴心。

你占据在心理的位置，即使是多年以后，也不会改变。

是的，我爱你...

今年的圣诞没有雪

2011-12-24T11:37:00.000+08:00

圣诞节依然是我最爱的节日。

圣诞节对我来说是个特别的节日。

而这个特别的日子只会和特别的人一起度过，就是你！我不知道今晚的情景会是什么样子的~老实说我很期待，很期待再与你相遇，很期待再见到你。不管今年的圣诞节会变成怎样，有你在我身边就好了。

圣诞老人啊~谢谢你给了我最棒的礼物。

今年的圣诞依然没有雪，应该没有电影情节的浪漫，但有你的陪伴，我死无遗憾了啦~ 呵呵~

2011-12-21T16:40:00.001+08:00

“想念的心思原本简单
你总是长久的鲜活在我的心田
盼想见
怕想见
对你的相思诉不完
却不敢为你写一生的诗篇
心似小船
载不动太多挂牵
每次在梦里与你相遇
我无言“

- 載自。几米

2011.12.17

2011-12-18T18:17:00.008+08:00

特别的日子，哥哥和他一起携手经历了五年的女朋友以简单的仪式结婚了。

哥说是她。
从遇见她的那一刻开始就知道她是他生命的一部分了，而现在是他生命的全部。

“我愿对你承诺，从今天开始，无论是顺境或是逆境，富有或贫穷，健康或疾病，我将永远爱你、珍惜你直到地老天长。我承诺我将对你永远忠实”。

他们的宣誓让家人好感动，爸爸妈妈也想流泪却忍住了。
原来家人的婚礼是那么感人的，从两家人变成一家人是那么温馨的。但愿哥和嫂子永远幸福，白头偕老！

***

回家整理照片的时候，莫名的情绪涌上让我想起了你，想起了你也对我说过我们结婚吧，想起了你比手划脚的说我们的婚礼要怎样又怎样，你是幸福的，我也是幸福的；可是那时胆怯婚姻的我对你凶了，说什么不要结婚的话，其实心里多么想嫁给你的矛盾着。

看着哥幸福的照片我哭了，想念着你哭了。我其实多么想当你的新娘子啊。

我还会是你的幸福吗？

给自己。

我爱你不再怀疑, 只想对你说我愿意.

December and my Christmas

2011-12-01T09:16:00.005+08:00

It has been a year, since last december.

Today is the first day I stepping into a new environment, same old tales but with more nicer people, I hope. It has been a rough year, since last december, for me, mentally and physically. Treatment for my illness taking longer time to heal as the doctor promised, I can't recall how many times I cried over the pillows again and again, and soon enough I realized I am fragile than what people says about me, tough, they said. I have changed, well, people's change but I still who I am, if you know me well enough.

This december, to my parents, who sacrificed the most to make sure I am getting better day by day. I love you, mom & dad. In the coming year, I wish you merry, healthy always. You both meant a lot, the most in my life. Thank you for loving me unconditionally *hugs*kisses*

12, you are still my favorite month of the year; christmas, you are still my favorite season even without snows; Starbucks Toffe Nuts Latte, you are still my favorite drink of the year, in december.

You are the reason that keeps me going for the past 1 year, most of the time. Friends. Thanks.

X Mich

2011-11-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

I remembered

the

first time

we hold each other hands, our

hands were cold

but

we do feel the

Warmth

I finally know why it's so hard to forget you, cause you gave me so much to remember.

and

they lasts forever.

幸福?

2011-11-24T00:32:00.005+08:00

每一次，我想念你的时候。

我都在想... 你是否也一样在想着我。坏的好的，即使只有那么一点点就好。

我还可以拥有属于自己的幸福吗？

#

2011-11-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

For the end of Nov

#Hello

Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue

语无伦次

2011-11-22T00:43:00.007+08:00

淋了场大雨，湿透透的不小心吹了冷气，病了。
感觉上病得是时候！
我本来就是个常多想的人。以为这次的病可以让自己累倒，没有力气胡思乱想。
那知！
迷迷糊糊看见你摸摸我的头说菊花水煮好了趁热喝吧很快好... 醒来的时候已是泪流满面。现实中没有菊花茶，没有你在身边，那只是一场梦而我开始厌倦你出现在我梦里！！！！
因为现实没有你总是让我觉得真的是他妈的累！
给你警告！
如果再来倾犯我的梦境，我就跑去你家把你的零食吃光光！呼！

回顾以上一气呵成的文字，我想我的脑袋真的被烧坏了吧！

算了。
睡觉去！

这样很好

2011-11-20T14:28:00.003+08:00

星期天。

下雨了。

他和我吵架了，你和我的合照还收藏在我的皮包里被他发现了。他气疯了，正常人发现伴侣还收着前男友的照片会气疯是正常的吧。像个犯人被他审问了一个早上，最害怕的莫过于他会撕烂我们的照片。我想是我有问题吧~ 看着他抓狂我竟然可以心平气和的解释，还对他说我的确放不下你。

他说我们还是分开比较好，而我并没有哭。没有像你对我说赞成我们分手那么痛。
是的。
我让他离开了。

我还是爱着你。

那天是最好的证明。

当时分转到11月18号的12点，我就一直盯着电话看。
盼望你是第一个为我祝福的人，可是时间一分一秒的过，你的祝福没到，我忘了那天是怎么睡着的。早上起来，信息箱还是空空的，心情失落了许久。不过当11月18日即将结束的时候，我终于盼到了！我开心得一直傻笑~ 那一天我是笑着入眠的呵呵~

是的。

有了你少许消息就足于让我满足了~ 即时你不会回来。

我的十一月，你不在

2011-11-10T00:28:00.008+08:00

时间转得真快，已经是11月中了。

以前的11月感觉上是充满期待的，快乐的，美好的。是不是年级增长了，感觉渐渐的不一样了？这个11月虽然有了新的他陪伴，却实际上比以往更加寂寞。是不是因为街上开始迎来圣诞节的气息啊，让人忍不住想念啊～　我倒是问过自己无数次，其实我爱他吗？每一次自己的回答都是我会努力的爱他。

哪天，我看到了一篇散文。里边写着，真正爱一个人其实是不需要努力的。

看完了以后，我想起了你，我又他妈的没志气的哭了整夜。
你说过的，如果没有准备好请不要开始一段感情，不要去伤害别人的心。你的话我牢牢记得，即使我没跟他在一起，即使我当时告诉你其实不管未来的路多坎坷我要肩并肩继续跟你走下去．．你也会拒绝我吧，所以，我没有伤害他的理由。对吧。

11月有过我们的诺言，11月有过我们的周年日，11月我们曾经吵过无数架，11月我们曾紧紧拥抱幸福微笑。
那天的18日11月... 你说过你会永远爱我。
那时的承诺并没有实现。每年的生日愿望，我祈求让我们永远同在一起。一年又一年这样过去了，你还是不再我身边。原来，每一次许下的生日愿望只不过是童话里的谣言，现实中并不会真正实现。

老实说，我不爱11月了。
除了年岁的增加以外，11月对我而言，不再有任何意义。

我努力假裝現在過得很好, 現在的你看來已不需要我, 也許在不同的時空
還牽著你的手
想知道你真的過得好嗎, 沒有我也許是種解脫, 將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年, 悄悄到你身邊...

恋雨

2011-10-21T01:37:00.003+08:00

天空又飘起淅淅雨了。
好不容易打起精神要去咖啡站喝早茶的心情，又被雨水搞砸了。

马来西亚也听说每天傍晚都在下雨，泰国2/3的地方都水灾了。希望下个行程不会有太大的阻碍。

当决定离开那一刻，就注定了要舍弃很多东西。
包括人，爱着我和我爱着的那个人。
包括以前习惯了的生活。
一直都在想很多，实际上却不知道自己其实在想什么。
常望着天空发呆。
要不然就是走着走着却错过了路口，然后掉头走回来。

相机，电脑成了我的生活伴侣。
陪伴我沦落天涯海角，风吹日晒却依然不离不弃。
只和陌生人微笑，小聊的日子是寂寞了些。
但至少还有它们静静的陪伴，生活有了些乐趣。

人在异乡的时候，遇上雨天总会让人特别想念吧。

最近天气转凉了，感觉冷了就多加件衣服吧，多喝温开水吧。小心别感冒了。
我的任性，希望你们能体谅。

P/S：这里转秋了哦，而且天气也开始冷了哟~ 想你.

=3^

My Favourite

2011-10-18T00:31:00.007+08:00

PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS.

Like I told you before. I Love to hear you speak, it's lovely.

Your Voice.

Still.

Unforgettable.

It's still... My favourite.

(:
(:
(:

(;

Happy Birthday!!!

2011-10-15T19:14:00.011+08:00

Today's 15 Oct.
Today's his birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

^_^

Far far away celebration for him... I wish him lotsa happiness in return as always & success!! CHEERS Always too!!

Ok. Nothing to add on.

Have Fun today!
Bye!

想你，还是会寂寞

2011-10-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

作詞：陳綺貞　
作曲：陳綺貞　
編曲：王治平

早已忘了想你的滋味是什麼
因為每分每秒都被你佔據在心中
你的一舉一動牽扯在我生活的隙縫
誰能告訴我　離開你的我　會有多自由

也曾想過躲進別人溫暖的懷中
可是這麼一來就一點意義也沒有

我的高尚情操一直不斷提醒著我
離開你的我　不論過多久　還是會寂寞

別對我小心翼翼　別讓我看輕你
跟著我　勇敢的走下去
別勸我回心轉意　這不是廉價的愛情
看著我　對我說著真愛我

我的高尚情操一直不斷提醒著我
離開你的我　不論過多久　還是會寂寞

離開你的我　
不論過多久
還是會寂寞。。。

只是简单的一行字，“嘿，近来一切都好吧”。却犹豫了三天都还没发出去，原来没有勇气的是我，勇敢的是你。

Stress ! Stress! Stress!

2011-10-05T01:51:00.010+08:00

Admit!

I am not cool these days. I keep thrown temper on ppl's. I sh*t more than ever. I swear as if people all around the world owed me a million etc etc etc... and so, I am thinking of taking MC's tomolo! Anyhow I am bloody sick and they don't even bothered.

Hmmm.....

Awww~~~ First week of October is here BUT is only Wednesday, Weekends faster be here. How I wish sometimes I can rewind the time to the one i looking forward or backward, but all of that just thought. Winding machine is not/will never be a real thing... zzZZZzzzzz~~

This post is merely with all the CRAPS!!!

Night! bye!

加油了，你是最棒的！

2011-09-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

世界很大。
站在陌生的土地上，我显得好渺小。

离开曾经有你的环境，远比相像中好很多。

陌生的人，事，物，在我的身边插身而过，走进完全陌生的世界其实并没有我想象的那么可怕。一个人，其实并没有相像中那么恐怖。

威，

我不知道你是否有看见这篇部落，
还是有否浏览这里，
还是你早就为自己而活得更好了，

我却还是想用这种方式告诉你 - 加油了，你是最棒的！

时间一步一步溜走，我逐渐明白很多事情看开了真的会快乐。
如果再说我爱你，可能就会造成你的负担，因为我们没有在一起了。
说忘了你是不可能的，可是我可以控制自己不再想你那么多。
那些年有你的陪伴，是最幸福最开心的时光。

不想对你说再见，周杰伦说的，说了再见就再也见不到。
谢谢你，曾经那么用心的爱我。

但愿你快乐。

(=

当猫爱上鱼

2011-09-19T00:53:00.009+08:00

每个人都在劝我：“放手吧，好好的爱自己”。

其实，他们根本不懂要从心里拿走你很痛很难。其实，他们不知道我多么爱你。

我常在想，也许你早就已死心了。

还有很多话想说，却比想像中更难说出口。

我并没有你想象的坚强，我偶尔也有不勇敢的时候。在泪干了以后，明天的我还是不勇敢。

昨夜，我又梦见你了。
我们微笑。
那个画面... 好美好美。

多希望，可以继续活在梦境可以永远都不要醒过来。

人人常说当猫爱上鱼，就注定这段感情不会有结果。

但是，
我不是猫咪，你也不是鱼。

我们却还是注定不会有结果...

Note: foto grabbed from woodstocks

这样爱你的方式其实好累。

爱你需要勇气

2011-09-19T00:15:00.010+08:00

Date：18.09.2011
Time: 7.23pm

你知道吗？
和你分开的九个多月以来，我每天都在想你。

我竟然会对着电话发呆一整天，用了一天的时间来写给你几句的问候。

我现在才知道...
原来发简讯给你需要多大的勇气。

发短讯给你的心情，像个小学生暗恋隔壁班的男生一样，握着情书在课室外晃了多次，犹豫了许久，克服了胆怯，最终鼓起勇气递了。

结果~ 还是跟自己想像的一样。

落空。

空荡荡的信箱... 让我感觉我是多余的，那问候，也是多余的。

我们。还能再爱吗？还是，我不应该执着了。

It hurts

2011-09-17T17:58:00.005+08:00

It hurts when I wanting to see you, but I am afraid that you might not want to.

It hurts when you doesn't call and care about me anymore.

It hurts when I missing you, but you already walked out from my life.

It hurts when I wanting to love you again but you choose not to love me anymore.

It hurts...

when I realised that I doesn't matter to you anymore.

。

Wish you were here

2011-09-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

I never knew I could miss you so badly, until you have gone.
I never knew I could love you so deeply, until you shown me & I realise I do.

Will you be my valentine?

Now & forever.

Perhaps when I am saying it, is already too late..

明年今日

2011-09-11T00:32:00.004+08:00

想牽你的手人群裡慢慢走
却只能光想眼泪陪伴而过
已隔了那么久却还能感受你的温柔

你知道我爱你。

明明愛你卻不懂怎麼辦...

那些年

2011-09-10T18:28:00.007+08:00

I don't have the courage to call you.
I stare at the phone for long as I can with your name & your number on it, yet I dont dare to dail it.
I look at your pics day & night and I starting to miss you.
I cried over the pillow but I know there will be no more 3rd chance.

They said, move on.
But my heart is still staying by your side.
I tried to fall for others in order to forget about you, but I have failed.
You still linger around me and I can't open my heart for him.

You are everything to me and it won't ever changed, I will be with you if u wanting me again. Love is the answer.

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你　拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你　告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你

2011-08-22T17:57:00.006+08:00

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿
是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

***

很想再次听见你的声音。

很想知道你近况。

很想再次看你微笑的样子。

很想念你孩子气却很可爱的一面。

很想在看你认真为我做饭的样子。

很想你的温柔体贴。

很想再次拥抱你。

你的照片还保留在我的皮夹里。

不论快乐难过，我第一个想到的还是你；难过的是那可以让我安心放心依靠的肩膀，走了。

其实我们都有错，是咱们放弃了相爱到老的机会。也许爱情需要离开了才知道了爱一个人有多深，可是我们都放弃了再次相爱的机会。我爱你，这三个字，好想再当着你说。可是好像没有机会了吧。

我曾经全心全意的。

爱你。

最後的那一天

2011-07-06T22:24:00.001+08:00

忘了是誰
先打破了沉默說抱歉
聲音很輕卻迴盪整夜
幸福陪著作廢結局好狼狽

拼命的堆
把回憶堆進抽屜裡面
思念依舊不從人所願
像個賊偷走我唯一知覺

最後的那一天最後的那一天
是誰的眼淚模糊了畫面
最後的那一天最後的那一天
想不起為何我們都忘了說再見

你說的對
愛人和被愛的都可憐
那一天你說出的體會
提醒我你留下孤單永遠

最後的那一天最後的那一天
是誰的眼淚模糊了畫面
最後的那一天最後的那一天

想不起為何我們都忘了說再見

你是否也懷念相愛的第一天什麼感覺
最後的那一天最後的那一天
無力再重寫相愛的機會

最後的那一天最後的那一天

心碎來不及遮掩寫壞的...... 完結篇 .

我。想。你

2011-06-20T23:02:00.001+08:00

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了

灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

我的心开始想你了.....

無底洞

2011-06-12T23:40:00.001+08:00

有時寂寞太沉重　身邊彷彿只是觀眾　
妳的感受沒有人懂
難得誰自告奮勇　體貼讓人格外感動　
愛上他前後用不到一分鐘

*嘿　回想戀情的內容　有誰想過有始有終
不過是一時脆弱讓人放縱
穿梭一段　又另一段　感情中　
愛為何總　填不滿　又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧　人類的心　是個　無底洞
嘗試親吻　嘗試擁抱　或溝通　
沒有好感　再嘗試也沒有用
大多數人都相同　喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔

沒有誰背後慫恿　不該愛又愛的衝動　
是你害怕孤單而拼命補充

穿梭一段　又另一段　感情中　
愛為何總　填不滿　又掏不空
很快就風起雲湧　人類的心　是個　無底洞
嘗試親吻　嘗試擁抱　或溝通　
沒有好感　再嘗試也沒有用
大多數人都相同　喜歡的只是愛情的臉孔

Cry On My Shoulder

2011-05-31T23:54:00.001+08:00

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/deutschland-sucht-den-superstar-lyrics/cry-on-my-shoulder-lyrics.html ]
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do

Even though we are far apart, can't we still in love?

7 May 2011

2011-05-07T19:23:00.001+08:00

The 4th day in Sabah.

........ I almost drown to dead in Padas, during the white water rafting under the current named COBRA.

When i am in the darkness and lack of oxigen. I thought I am going to die, mom & dad started to crossed my mind... and I thought of him too.

I love you, papa mama.

And.

I do love him too.

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Eternally by Utada Hikaru

2011-04-29T01:05:00.003+08:00

Right before me, you glimmer slightly I can't see anything else
Where are we ?

Don't disappear into the background beginning to stir
with commotion just yet, I can't hear anything anymore.
But I can feel you breathe
A little unlike myself I'm expecting something
from a surprisingly coincidental development.

I wanna be here eternally
I want to gaze at you just like this
I can feel you close to me
I can't be by your side forever
Only this moment will last forever.

I want to be with you on my break before I go to war.
We'll leave the promise until next we meet.
Can you hear me breathe?
Everyone has times when they are moved by not so surprising
developments.
I wanna be here eternally

In a place no one will find us
I can see you're all I need
I don't need help getting to tomorrow
even this moment is surely just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
Even if we can't go back to that place,
At least this feeling will last forever

I wanna be here eternally
I can see you are all I need
Only this moment will last forever.

I <3 you... and always will.

Have you ever...

2011-04-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

hi,

Have you ever feel sad but you couldn't cry?

Yes.
I do.

2011-03-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

Maybe.... It's because of the act to myself.
Maybe.... It's just me.

Can you... borrow me your shoulder to lean on? I am Tired... Really tired...

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Happy V's Day

2011-02-14T23:11:00.006+08:00

Happy valentine to you.

May you live happily ever after with your loved one and cheerish each other all the time, laugh and share life together. For those singles out there, may you meet your faithful and truly one. One day soon to come... and LOVE always.

With dedication.

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Miss you much HW... <3

2011-02-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

It's good to be home...

HAPPY CNY TO ALL THE DEAREST :)

<3

2011-01-31T00:31:00.001+08:00

夜

雨天

我

想你

想念远远的

你

忙碌是一种解药，是一个借口让自己不再留恋。

是我，是的是我先离开；所以我不可以再要求什么。
是我，是的是我让他哭了心痛了；所以他恨是应该的。

如果，有一天你不再听见我的消息...
这表示着我已经离开。
离开你离开这里离开伤心的城市离开不再属于我的地方。

请你好好的过，好好的爱自己。

未来，我不知道谁人会陪我到最后；爱情啊...
我不再有任何期待没有憧憬，该来的就会来的，我只希望下一站能遇见你。

Different version of Life

2011-01-16T22:32:00.006+08:00

Different version of Life.

With.

BALLET!

Which
In fact
I NEVER DANCE BEFORE!

How I started with the thought of this ballet thingy?

It was something I wanna do actually...
When I was a little girl, I saw a bunch of girls wearing all PINK, they were dancing in a room full of glass. They laugh they stretch they dance. I wanted to do that, I said... but at that point of time my family wasnt really allowed me to do so. Thus, I skipped that thought.

But now.
Is time to make the move!

I said to myself.

So...I enrolled in the class!!!!!
Now, I wonder how hard can it be. With all my unfoldable bones and all the static nerves. Starting to feel nervous tim O.o'''

Wish funs are with me on tomorrow!

Nothing much to tell at the moments.
TTYL.
Bye.

说好的幸福呢

2011-01-09T02:15:00.002+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着.
　　在这个时刻.
　　我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
　　甜蜜散乱了.

　　情绪莫名的拉扯.
　　我还爱你呐.
　　伴你断断续续唱着歌.
　　假装没事了.

　　时间过了走了.
　　爱情面临选择.
　　你冷了倦了我哭了.

　　一开始的不快乐.
　　你用卡片拭写着.
　　有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

　　怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢
　　我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
　　开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
　　那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

　　你不等了.说好的.幸福呢
　　我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

　　只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呢

　　你的绘画凌乱着.
　　在这个时刻.
　　我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
　　甜蜜散乱了.

　　情绪莫名的拉扯.
　　我还爱你呐.
　　伴你断断续续唱着歌.
　　假装没事了.

　　时间过了走了.
　　爱情面临选择.
　　你冷了却了我哭了.

　　一开始的不快乐.
　　你用卡片拭写着.
　　有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

　　怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢
　　我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
　　开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
　　那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

　　你不等了.说好的.幸福呢
　　我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

　　只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呢

　　怎麽了. 你累了.说好的.幸福呢.
　　我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.
　　我都还记得.

　　你不等了.说好的.幸福呢
　　我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了

　　只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呢

I changed my Waredrobe... Like Totally!

2011-01-03T23:43:00.007+08:00

Both are adorable.
Eventually I got the Red one... Red is the new Purple. Yay!

She wears high heels, I wear Sneakers.
She wears short skirt, I wear T-shirt.
If you could see that I'am the one who understand you, get the Blue sneakers... Blue is the new Black! *laugh*

Time to call off for the day.
G9 everyone! Rest well with all the good things in life.

With Bless,
Mich

LIfe & Love

2011-01-02T22:59:00.004+08:00

It's sad when people I know become people I knew

When love can walk right past in a click

Love were never big part of life

How love used to be able to talk for hours

But now I can barely even look at love

When love refused to chat nor greet

I know by heart.

I lost love.

Like forever.........

2011 with Me, You, Us, We

2011-01-01T15:22:00.008+08:00

No matter you are near or far.
No matter you are male or female.

I hope and wish you a very wonderful year ahead and WONDERFUL 2011!

I am wishing and wish you health, success, prosperous and happiness. Other than you me thing, I wish world's PEACE and harmony. 2011 is here, which means 2012 is nearer and soon to come. Is the world going to an end? I am not sure. I can't predict future nor forecast. So, appreciate and treasure LIFE and love what you have now!

I hope you have learned from 2010 and make better use on 2011 to achieve, to breakthrough, to sucess and live life to the fullness with appreciation. With what you have or what you are going to do have. DON'T afraid to dreams! Coz dreams are the those that keep you moving, pushing and drifting. So.... DARE TO DREAMS and dream BIG! X)

My 2011 Resolution:
> Be strong
> Be nice with those who are nice and kind to me
> Live everyday life like there's no tomorrows
> Love my friends and treasure my family
> Be hardworking and earn more more more and more! XD
> Be happy be joyful
> Achieve my dreams
> Let go of the past, what's over is considered gameover.
> Dare to love
> Don't need to please everyone, coz I simply can't manage all
> etc etc etc
Last but not least, yet the more IMPORTANT among all!
> BE MYSELF!

No matter my hair is short or long, eventually it will grow back to long someday. If I decided to keep it long, but for now I wanna keep it short, simple and manageable. If you like me, you are so gonna take my whole package. No exception! *XOXO*

Breakthrough is my word for 2011, for everything.

How about yours? ;)

***

Sign Off with Love,
Mich

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year 2011

2010-12-25T15:01:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A BLAST ONE.

With Love,
Mich

;)

Miss those time travel together

2010-12-23T22:01:00.003+08:00

I miss her.... very very much.

huggies

Perhaps...

2010-12-22T00:44:00.001+08:00

Alone in hostel night, will sleep soon but I can't stop thinking of you.

How are you lately?

I am standing at the starting point with my career, I am afraid and wish I could have you by my side and support me. Your encouragement meant a lot to me... I bet you will never know that.

Sadly.
We no longer share stories and happiness as in... together. We... are so near yet so far.

We are stucked.

I knew I am the one who caused this.

Someone said to me before.
Hey babe, your love life is not easy. Your career will affect your relationship bla bla bla... Bla bla bla. I don't know how true can that be, but at this point of moments. I do saw it come along at my starting point.

I wonder.

Wondering...

Maybe I am not capable of loving, especially when it comes to loving you.

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Friendships

2010-12-17T20:25:00.001+08:00

Had a great time for a month.

Is so good to meet a bunch of great people.
Although was out from home and without so much soup to drink, but had nice foods with everyone are rather happy too!!!

I KNOW...know we are going to meet again but I Cant resist to drop tears when we said goodbye.

Happy that we met, but sad we are going apart yet wishing all of you have a great fight for better future... =)

Soooooo...... going to miss them so much ='(

Peeps! Take care till we meet again.

<3 always.

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December

2010-12-13T11:49:00.003+08:00

Here I am once again.
At mid of somewhere, out of the blue feel like blogging again yet wondering where to begin.

How was/am I?

Sad for loosing a best fren in Feb, back to work, hiking, meeting new people, dream, shifted to new place, food craving, promotion, happy, more flying, more people to meet, travel, drinking, enjoy shooting again and new environment blending in progress.

Lotsa drinking lately.

LOST.
Wanna find back the me's me

No sad, No extremely happy mood, No return calls, No emotions... NO feeling at all even after half bottle of chivas, red wine thrown down!
Wtf!

Love.
What's that?

From me to him or him to me?

All the time I wonder is love still exist between him and me. I don't know how to face him. See him? Erm... I don't know how to do that anymore. Got no courage at all. The feeling for him is now so damn far! Hate it!

Is this love?

I stare at his page, his number, his pictures all the time. But I god damn it got No courage to dial or text!!!!!! i am uncertain at all.

I cut my hair.

Again.

But this time, With dye.... Xoxo
Golden brown. short and sassy. Love it! Thanks to Eddie for the transformation.

Is Monday again.

Not blue nor black. Is Pink Monday... ;)

记忆又美好有残酷

2010-04-19T23:08:00.010+08:00

多久了已经没有好好写部落，自从他病重到过世，半年了吧。

第56个七天了，却从来没有觉得他离开身边，也许太沧促，也许时间过得太快，所以并没有觉得他离开过。

一不留意
一本旧相本
一本他画的漫画绘图，
所有过去涌现...... 一阵疼痛痛在心里啊。

所有过去涌现，
一起走过的过去，回不去了。
如果我拥有时光，回到过去，我会向你实行所有的制度，在你生病前那就可以阻止他离开...也许吧。

***

他离开的第七天：
他回来，对着我微笑。他把我带到了天堂，高高的建筑屋，全白色一片的地方。没有人清静的地方，我脚下都是云朵。

第十四天：
他又回来了，说举办了个宴会要我陪他一起去。我答应了，我只记得有一班人一起喜喜哈哈的。醒来我只记得当时是４点凌晨。

第十六天：
那时是下午３点。他随着一阵风来了，说他很寂寞要我陪他。当然我并没有答应，他却闹别扭了。后来...还好解决了。

第二十一天，
这次他说要出去走走。其实，我并不害怕因为他还是他并没有什么改变。
所以我又跟着去了，他牵着我的手静静的走着，底着头不说话要不然就望着我，却说不上什么话。４点凌晨他紧紧的抱着我，说...再见了。４点凌晨我惊醒了。

第二十八天，第三十五天......他再也没有回来。

第四十九天...一阵风到来，他用力的挥挥手，然后消失在我的视线里。

***

那个时候，我对自己说要放下了，做人看开一点是他常常对我说的话。

即使，现在以后没有他相伴日子多艰难，还是会好好的走下去。没有他，日子还是要过。没有他，我们学会了如何珍惜身边的人和事。

可是我常在想...人生啊，为什么总是要经历分开，要面对残酷的事实才会成长... 难道体会总是那么残忍。

如果你在乎请你一定要珍惜

2010-02-22T03:29:00.003+08:00

一首完完全全带出我的心情的歌。

如果有人说友谊是另一种爱情，那我现在痛失的是个我很爱很爱的一个朋友。

《徐佳莹 - 失落沙洲》

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白还有谁能来教我爱

***

來不及珍惜，就失去了。

偏偏失的總是最珍貴的，再也找不回了那樣的感覺了。說想你，卻不希望看見你徘徊，去了飛吧...不要回來了，雖很想念你。。。但是希望你安息。

偉~ 安息吧。

today's the day

2009-11-18T17:07:00.003+08:00

祝我，1118生日快乐... :)

To whom who wished me happy birthday, I appreciate that, really. Thank you very much... <3

Dont play wif you food!

2009-10-28T19:16:00.003+08:00

Attention! Never ever play with your food!

If you do, you will caused Mr.Banana suffer to dead like what i just did! ahahahaa.. XP

看一個人...

2009-10-23T18:04:00.003+08:00

天气：雨天
心情：跟雨天一样下着雨
头脑：当机
感觉：冰冷，跟死人没两样

算了～说别的。

***

忘了在谁的部落看到这篇散文，觉得有意思. . .

一張口開蓮花香, 一雙手勤做善事，一顆心有情有意, 一輩子自在歡喜。

看一個國家的國民教育──要看他的公共廁所。

看一個男人的品味──要看他的襪子。

看一個女人──是否養尊處優－要看她的手。

看一個人的氣血──要看他的頭髮。

看一個人的心術－－要看他的眼神。

看一個人的身價──要看他的對手。

看一個人的底牌──要看他身邊的好友。

看一個人的性格──要看他的字寫得怎樣。

看一個人是否快樂－－不要看笑容，要看清晨夢醒時的一剎那表情。

看一個人的胸襟──要看他如何面對失敗及被人出賣。

看一個人的膽識──要看他面對死亡時的態度。

看兩個人的關係──要看發生意外時，另一方的緊張程度。

你觉得呢？个人觉得蛮有道理的。

-end-

我家有个小可爱

2009-10-19T13:13:00.001+08:00

这是我家的猫猫，可爱却很调皮。只要你叫她Leng Lui，不得了咯～马上跟你friend! 哈哈... XD

我再次的回到这里

2009-10-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

有18年了吧，离开这里。

15号2009这天我再次的回到这里，对KK感觉还是那么熟悉。

还有多得阿帼的帮忙，有机会去了KUNDASANG。为的是我坚持(坚持，这个字用在我身上只不过是为了掩盖”固执” 这个字眼罢了... 哈哈) 一心一意一定要看到当我六岁时，见过最美最美丽的瀑布。

ahem~~话说回来。

神山还是那么的壮观耶。
沙巴...... 好舒服，我明年，后年，大后年，大大后年，大大大后年...........肯定会再回去。一定!

P/S (1): 谢谢佩敏还有她的家公家婆的招待，还有阿国拔刀相助的精神......谢谢谢谢啦。
P/S (2): 鸡蛋糕，原来当我一定要一样东西时是可以那么的烦的 =.= !!! Paiseh la阿帼 =P

Weekend快乐

2009-10-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

今天，好累. . . 好累哦。

却很开心。

因为我的weekend过得很充实。

大概七点多回到家前后不到一分钟倒头就睡到现在，等下再继续睡。

晚安。

有一天

2009-10-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

”对不起...“ 他在电话里头是这么说。

“嗯。” 我淡定的回答。

“生活好吗？”

“嗯。” 废话，我心想。

"四年过得好快噢...“

”快！怎么可能不快。” 我以为如果有一天听见他的声音，我会乱了手脚。原来，我并不会。

“还. . . 可以. . . 是. . . 朋友. . . 吧。” 他支支的说。

“哦”

“我在KL，有空吗？可以. . . 可以出来喝个茶吗？”

“没空，我在工作。”

“一下下就好啦，一下下嘛. . . 我在×××等你啦，就一会儿罢了啦可以吗？”

忙完手头上的工作，最后我还是去了。

***

”咦？？？你剪短了头发？几时剪的？. . . 我比较喜欢长发的你。" 这是我们的开场白。

我当场爆笑。

”幸好. . . 幸好你没有说喜欢短发的我，哈哈哈. . . " 我说完还是不停的笑。之后，我们就不再那么尴尬那么陌生。只是，我们的并话不多。喝完了那杯不加糖的KOPI－KOSONG，就打算走了。

“怎么快？ ”他说。“还可以是朋友吧. . . "

“嗯... byebye”

"喂！”他叫住了我，当时他点了根烟。“其实你廷适合短发的，很美。”

“美你的头啦！先走了啦！“

大概傍晚时候，他摇了电话过来说想一起吃个晚饭。 “不了。”我说，“我有约。”

***

出奇的是，我并没有想太多有的没有的东西，也没有心情不好，更不用说哭到死去活来。后来的后来，我打电话跟阿盈说起这件事。发脾气的反而是她，怪了。

“你看开了啦。也许是因为你老了吧. . . 哈哈～”。

“妈的啦你. . . " 我骂出脏言。然后我们俩一直笑一直笑，笑到我们都快笑翻了。有个好朋友，虽然远远的。但那种窝心的感觉，好贴近；就好像她就站在我面前，咱们习惯性的斗嘴。

那天，晚上我卜了个约，吃顿饭看了场戏。隔天，我们俩都赖了床. . . 呵呵～。

<完毕>

嘿~ 今天你過得怎麼樣啊?

2009-10-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

你今天心情好嗎?

不好的話﹐是時候好起來了吧。

心情好的人容易感到快樂﹐快樂的人才會遇到事事順心順利的好事﹐也會帶來傳染給予你身邊的每一個人。

其實﹐快樂和幸福很簡單的說。

就像今天。

吃到了好久好久都沒機會吃到有阿嬤味道蝦煎蛋﹐開心到有想哭的衝動。

就像今天。

收到她從柔佛撥來的電話﹐熟悉的聲音雖然只是簡簡單單的問候。足夠讓我﹐快樂無比。我想念她。

就像今天。

明知道﹐一面駕車一面打SMS是極度危險的。卻很慶幸有他陪我聊天解悶﹐大熱天塞車真的無聊得很。當時的我則是一邊駕車一邊傻笑的。

就像今天。

我很順利的完成我的工作﹐沒有半點錯誤沒有留下任何不好的印像。我真的真的很開心哦。

***

原來。

快樂就是那麼簡單而已。

我不再去追問為什么﹐不是我無情無義。

而是﹐我已經學會放下﹐學會珍惜我的眼淚﹐學會好好的為自己做打算﹐學會跌倒了怎樣不再讓自己再次受傷。

現在。

我很想。

想去喝一杯香濃咖啡，想買很多美美的衣服。
想吃cookies & cream冰淇淋，想走一條有雪的街。
想看一場浪漫的電影﹐想躺在沙灘上數一個天空的星星。
想玩降落傘﹐想玩高空彈跳。
想去看全部老朋友然後一起相聚後喝茶聊天乾杯吃喝玩樂到通宵﹐聊一回趣味加白痴的往事。
想。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。做很多很多事情。

我想﹐我學會愛自己了。

飛機, 我

2009-10-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

喜歡程搭飛機。

很幸運的，我總是被編排坐在靠窗的位子。

每一次... 我都會習慣性的往外看。
看天上的云飄呀飄，看飛機的翼穿過云朵。每一次，總會越看越入神，整個人好像被云朵吸去了靈魂，整張臉就要貼在玻璃窗上了。看來，坐在我旁得乘客真是倒霉透了... 呵呵～ : )

幾個小時前，剛從檳城回來這里。

往下望都是金黃色地一片。這一望讓我回不了神，這一望我得臉真的貼在玻璃窗了... 好美好美的城市。我找不到形容詞來形容它的美，只能對你說... 真的好美。

我就是喜歡程搭飛機，就好像我愛咖啡一樣。總是，讓我陶醉在其中。

<3

P/S: 猶豫了這么久，終于下定決心...剪短了發。剪掉了分叉，也剪掉了牽掛。

当我们同在一起

2009-09-28T00:48:00.006+08:00

有一阵子了吧，没有参与X-YOUTH的活动。因为工作得关系，我无法没一次都出席。。其实挺可惜的说。

Hmm..... 该怎么说呢?
我其实很中意X-YOUTH。每当露营结束了的时候，我总是很期盼下一次的目的地。虽然，差不多每一次都擦伤回来。像这一次中了蜜蜂的剑 =.=

刚刚，我则从Sg.Chiling和Kota kubu Baru温泉回来。

***

昨天。

我们其实在仰望着同样一片天空。

你看见了吗?

Sg.Chilling的天空，星星布满天。。。

像你。

像X-YOUTH。

都是那么灿烂，那么耀眼，那么的特别。

你是否有察觉到?

我们在一起仰望同样一片天空。。。

喂!!!

2009-09-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

朋友，有空找喝茶咯!!!
%&*#$!@#$!#^。。。。没有你们陪伴真的会给寂寞劈死!

那天，我是一只海龟。

2009-09-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

前阵子，说走就走。
咱们四个人(淑慈，明秋，汉威，还有我!!)，在没有策划下来到了美到不可以再美了的Perhentian Island。。。当看见那海龟渐渐游上水面时，那画面好美好美让我好感动好感动，简直就兴奋得不得了。呵呵~~ 那时我忘了其实我在水里头，兴奋到开嘴巴想尖叫，结果呛到够够力力。笨蛋!

再说，恐怕变罗唆婆了。看照片去吧。

我爱海。更爱潜在水里的感觉。
每一年，我都会回来这里。每一次，它总是带给我不一样的感觉，但这个不一样却总是让我快乐无比的。

那天，海水是透明的。
那天，天空很蓝阳光很灿烂我们很累却非常的快乐。
那天，就这样我做回了自己。。。不再理会别人的眼光一直很快乐的和海水共舞。
那天，烦恼全部跟着风走了。
那天，当我触碰那咸咸的海水我笑开了。就快要笑得见牙不见脸了。
那天，得确是那样的。

我很想念那天。
我期待那一天会再次到来。

嗯.........

2009-07-30T02:31:00.007+08:00

日记被翻阅了。

如果我告诉你，我很平静的接受这事实。那会是天大的笑话。

日记被翻阅了。
我所面对的没人懂，也说不上。。。总之那感觉就像是被背叛了，就像被逼脱个精光然后站在众人的面前，蒙受众人的讥笑和耻辱。

我现在真的不知道应该如何面对他/她了。

日记本来就是最隐私的东西。
每个人都可以有自己的隐私，每个人都有自己不想说出来的秘密，每个人都有不想透露的心情。。。所以才有日记这东西的。

以后不管怎样。
如果真的要翻动我的东西，要翻动我的房间。甚至，翻到我房间倒塌了也随你们便，我有个要求就是不要动我的日记可以吗。。。谢谢。

我现在的感受你不懂，你真的不懂。

Treat of the day!

2009-07-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

Finally, I get myself a favourite Black & White Topshop flattie!! XD

I'am OK.

2009-07-27T01:03:00.004+08:00

I know, I'am having serious emotional swings lately. I don't know why but things always went so wrong & I totally stressed out. A bucket of Heineken, and an open conversation with my cousin brother made me back to true self. A touching movie made my day by making me cry like a baby. I scared my friend but finally, I'am OK.

<3

妈妈与我

2009-07-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

妈妈是我的好朋友。

在我最低落的时候，她都在我左右。给我鼓励，为我加油打气。
在她的眼里，我是个独立的孩子。对于我她常常很放心，虽然如此我也让她很担心。受了委屈，会在电话里头对着她哭她也会跟着哭了。常常口是心非的她，常常对我们大声的喝的她，其实很爱我们的。

已经很久没跟妈妈合照了。这张N-年前的照片意义重大。心情不好时，对着她看了看就会感觉好很多很多。

现在的我很想念她。
没什么，还是想老套的那一句。妈妈，谢谢你我爱你。

一杯饮料的时间。

2009-07-21T02:39:00.006+08:00

好友，隔了四年终于见了面。
原来时间并没有改变我们之间，反之更加浓郁。改变的只不过是那张孩子气的脸，变得成熟英俊也更为潇洒罢了... 呵呵。

这次见了面，不知道下一次又要等多久了。
心里头想说的话，我们有太多。回忆录里的话，有太多太多。一杯饮料的时间，我们都没办法聊完。也许好友是如此这么一回事吧。。。肉麻的话，我们不用多说都知道。也许好友是如此这么一回事吧。。。彼此之间的感情就像杯咖啡，越久就酝得越浓郁。

原来一杯饮料的时间，是可以那么扎实的。

嘿~朋友。
希望你的未来顺心顺意吧，大家一起加油啦! (:

P/s : Old town的图解只是用来形容当下的心情而已。

情人

2009-07-17T13:44:00.003+08:00

对换角色，这首歌送给你。

"杜德偉 - 情人"

Girl 每当我开始沉默的时候
你比我更难过好像你的错

Girl 每当我梦想未来的时候
你兴奋的感受比我还要多
轻柔像阵微风吹过我的心中
一切都会不同透过了你的眼

情人爱却更多虚情假意的话不说
只用一颗真心默默爱我
最珍贵的感动尽在不言中

Girl 我不是故意对你冷落
大部份的时候我不够温柔

Girl 我强烈感到时间不够
想牵着你的手对抗寂寞
轻柔像阵微风让我从容不迫
一切都会不同有了你在身边

我唯一的情人爱却更多
虚情假意的话不说
只用一颗真心默默爱我
最珍贵的感动 My love

情人爱却更多开始就要爱到最后
於是你我真心越来越浓
最珍贵的感动藏在我心中

***

终于要回家了，可以看见我想念已久的人了... 心情这么兴奋还是头一次。哈哈。。。=D

Distance 。距离

2009-07-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

为了工作忙了再忙。
一度的弥补别人都看不见的空虚，结果却演变成了忙过了头。

得空时想找个人喝茶也好。
才发现，原来可以和我谈心的好友都在远远的地方。

我很想念她们。

一个人吃饭。
一个人逛街。
一个人喝茶。
一个人傻笑。
一个人静静地。
一个人仰望天空。
一个人驾着车哼着歌
一个人所以节目很多来充实自己。

就这样我一个人。
虽然很忙，但夜深人静是也是会寂寞的。虽然这样，我想我会渐渐习惯一个人生活。

这首歌很适合我现在的心情。送给你. . . 林俊杰的"距离"。

"在距離三百公里的位置，我在這裏想像心中的你的呼吸，同樣的熄著燈的窗子，你在那裏　聽不到我呼吸著分離. . . . . ."

夜了，改天再聊啦，晚安。

自言自语

2009-07-10T06:16:00.003+08:00

喝白兰斯鸡精，精神亦亦的准备挑战一天. . .

我知道，昨天的我的确让人担心了。关机了，让全世界的人找不到我，不好意识。

我会哭，因为无助因为我听见了妈妈的声音。我是想念她的。

昨晚哭到累了就睡了个大头觉，很熟很熟地睡。好就没那么累那么好睡了。我作了个梦，梦里大家一起快乐的笑。梦醒了，始终都要面对现实的，我应该好好的走下去。

即使挫败了，我还有其他的选择。
大不了一走了之，回妈妈的怀抱里取暖. . . 可以久久的不要醒过来。不是吗?

我的脸好小哦。

2009-07-08T11:15:00.001+08:00

大过脸的汉堡包，你吃过没有....呵呵。
Burger that BIGGER than my face, have u tried it before?? =P

we're X-Youth...

2009-07-01T02:30:00.006+08:00

Sunday/星期天 : 28.06.2009， Rainy.

Destination : Broga Hill <茅草山> & Batu Maloi Cave

Departure Time : 6am from Sg.Long

Descriptions :
- BROGA, From palm oil estate to top it takes around 45mins.
- BATU MALOI CAVE, From entrance till you be able to see the sun, takes around 2.5 hours normally. 100% more challenging and adventurer than Gua Tempurung!! I love it very much although on some rocks I slipped.

>>
Surprisingly alot of people came for Broga that day.
For the first time I met Amanda, pretty girl I would say. It's surprise to see Wei Tung there too. the world is such a small pea haha... It was like decades ago when I last climbed, this time X-youth made me felt that I'am so YOUNG again :P

Btw, Batu Maloi Cave I have no picture of it. You may google or serch from X-youth website/facebook.

K la that's all gd nite miss u all tata.

周先生与他的歌

2009-06-23T00:16:00.003+08:00

今天一整天，走到那都听到周杰伦的歌...驾车也不例外ONE FM一直播。
回家索性看他与桂论镁演出的 Secret...《不能說的秘密》，然后也直接在youtube观赏他的MV。

This's one of my favourite song... ^^

Ok good night....... (:

高空胆跳，问你敢不敢!!!

2009-06-13T01:00:00.006+08:00

等了三年，终于收到了照片。

话说当年，
瑞士是我第一次出国背包旅行的地点、而且还是跟大我很多很多的表姐表哥们去的。

记得是住在美国的大姨请客，所以那个行程是免费的...呵呵~
记得很清楚，那是第一次我从高空往下掉。虽然有被绳子紧紧绑着却没有安全感。
记得会永远记得，被推出机们的片刻...我疯了。
记得那感觉很恐怖，很紧张；然后平安降落以后我是手脚发软加上哭了好久好久才平息的。
记得依然记得，我让大家笑破肚皮。

而后来呢，
胆子大过老虎的我开始怕高，人人所谓的猥高症的确是这样而造成的... >''<

照片很美不过不是我拍的，是位叫着摄影师 Karl 拍摄的。
他则是我交到的第一个美国黑人朋友。
刚收到他的的电邮，说他决定了下个月和长跑10年的女友结婚。恭喜将要步入红毯的他白头谐老幸福快乐一辈子。

Adious.

日本村。假日

2009-06-12T04:02:00.004+08:00

上个月，劳动节。
浩浩荡荡的我们六个人，去了Bukit Tinggi法日两村散心。那天，你又去了哪儿呢？

我个人比较喜欢日本村，因为...终于可以穿上我所盼望已久的和服咯!!! 话说回头还真的蛮兴奋的哩...哈哈~~yeah!! 话不多说，一起看照片去吧。

原本还为了假日无法回家，而发闷气的我...玩得过于尽兴，后来连想家的念头都远远地抛在后头了。够力。

很快地。
又是星期五了，贝贝要回家了。应该要一段时间，这里会剩下我一个人住了。后天是星期六了，考试的题目还没有温习...应该说连看都没有看过它呢。够力。

叽咕噜了酱多，好啦...希望贝贝安全回到家，而我呢考试顺顺利利咯~~~ 你们也一样，过个块块乐乐得假日吧... :D

我是大明星

2009-06-09T02:40:00.002+08:00

热到差点让我中暑的 40度天气，让我无法入睡的凌晨三点钟。
我闷闷地翻看照片，无意间发现了这些。

就让我跟你们分享一下下以下有的没的事情吧............ =P

嘿嘿~~~你说，我像不像个大大大明星啊?! 哈哈......
I being caught by those paparazi, am I looked like a SUPERSTAR?! What's in you mind?? hahaa...... LOL

Ok.
暂时这样... :)

剪不断理还乱

2009-06-02T22:22:00.006+08:00

看了健忘鱼的部落，让我开始又想写作。
最后一次这样写作表达自己的内心话，已经是很久很久之前的事了吧... 谢谢健忘鱼让我回到自己。

现实埋藏了我的潜能，无聊无奈。
对着没兴趣的工作只为了薪水，除了折磨还有痛苦。
可是生活还是必须面对现实，压力啊讨厌啊没有用啊没趣。
自由，对着天空呐喊~~让我的灵魂自由啊!!

已过了这么久，还是那么爱这张照片。

看着它，时间好像瞬间停顿...
shhhh~~~~每个人都在憋住那口气，不敢呼吸。
这一秒，世界顿时好像变得好安静好安静...... 好安静...
这一秒，我活在只有自己的世界里头，没有了烦恼多么的安祥... 好安祥...

*** 这样的沟通方式。
有人说过很难看懂，有人说过很复杂，有人说很难理解，有人说为什么不用英文写等等的。
我说，华文比较生动。有些时候，英文比较难带动词句的旋律。
总而言之，这就是我在文字里头和自己沟通的方式...... 因为你我的心情没有个固定一样的构图。

嗯...今天聊的就那么多。晚安... (:

France, Japan, Seaside

2009-05-31T06:35:00.003+08:00

haolo Haolo~~~ My blog is back for reading. I know it has been locked for so long until I decided to give my page a new look with HungWei help. Nice-kan, but belum siap edit the layout =P

By the way as I still remembered,
It was last month were 6 of us went up to Bukit Tinggi 1 day trip for fun with Hiew88 & LeePeng, Hiew Tian Wai & his galfren, HungWei & me.

Here we went, France Village.

Personally, I prefered Japanese Village more than France town and I wore KIMONO and I really really LOVIN' IT. Will show u in next post =D

*** Just Yesterday.

We went Bagan Lalang for potrait shot for Felicia with Hiew88 HungWei, Kwong "DANG" and of course me. Ermm........at the same time WITH Eugene punya Karchang haha

Sorry If I missed out you -------> Fattien, so Chubby menyubby..... XP

Hope fattien love this post same goes to you all. Ok la yhats all for now gd night.

<3

希望你快快好起来! ! ! !

2009-04-20T22:34:00.005+08:00

已经将近一个月了...
从他突然病了变到现在情况越来越严重。我们却束手无策，唯能希望他能勇敢的战胜病魔。

朋友一直对我说:"为什么打给他，几天了都没有人接电话的....??"。
因为担心所以前天打了个电话给他，听见他矣矣哑哑的声音.... 想说却无法欲言。我的心顿时变得很沉...很沉...

***

昨
天。
半夜三更，他爸爸突然来电原来是想通知我他从ICU出来了。害我心跳加速，还以为他发生了XXX，真是的 choi~~choi~~choi~~~ Uncle不要在夜半两点多打电话给人家哩，很可怕的哩 *怕怕*... =.=!!!

今
早，
阿毫摇了电话给我，他说:"危险期还没过，我陪他你帮他写部落格吧，他就会好起来的..."。我半信半疑的，最后还是写了这篇给他的部落。

谢宗卫你好好听着!!!
快点康复，快点变回以前blur blur的样子我们也不介意!!! 只要你健健康康就好!!!

<3

My all time favourite. . .

2009-04-12T03:01:00.003+08:00

Just wanna share with you, a beautiful song by Don McLean - Starry, Starry Night. Here come 2 different versions. Enjoy.

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

-End-

夏天又来咯~~~~~

2009-04-08T00:48:00.005+08:00

我爱夏天~~夏天爱我~~~ XD

My blog full of blue skiessss nowadays..........hohoho.
Fotos taken at Penang, muka-head seaside. Obviously already photoshop-ed, but somehow the blueblue skies ohsOnice!! White beach OhsssO syiok!! Seas made me Oh~~sO sO sO hapi muahahahaaaa

三个人，三种性格，三只好朋友。

不要误以为这里的海边有酱美的螃蟹，它们都是我从朋友那儿怂恿拿来当道具的... =P

热乎乎的沙滩. . . 咱们赤着脚狂奔呐喊玩追追，被约束已久的心灵一秒中完完全全解放。

阿玲的潜水镜与阿茂捡回来的椰子。

去郊外时，会带那些有的没的东西唯有阿茂... 休~~一打开书包，整大包的气球秀了出来。无意间发现里头竟然还有开瓶器。晕~~~

***

前阵子，我是僵尸是变态...
工作压力搞到生活节奏错乱，菏尔蒙失调，搞到我人不像人鬼不像鬼。好不容易忍到了假日可以为所欲为，所以借机跑回家，透透气。
是的，吉隆坡的空气很污浊...
总是让人感到紧绷。的确~回来以后整个人放松多了。很多事，想不通的也可以变得容易许多。真的。

很庆幸这一趟并没有白走...

让我快乐许多，也让我健康了许许多多。谢谢你们的安排挺开心的... 呵呵~ (:

Hot hot day hot hot balloons (:

2009-03-24T19:29:00.003+08:00

Hot air balllons at putrajaya, everywhere full of people & their DSLRs...I think 90% out of them is bloggers haha. I wish I could take a ride & fly up high one fine day (:

Orangie.

and another one...

Ok, that's all for the moments. A short update to make sure that you still know that I still survive. Wish everyone happy everyday. Tata.

ibeingtagbyjunn

2009-03-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

Being tag by Junn.
Usually I dont tag/write tag. But somehow it's because of Junn so I decided to give him face =P

Here come the RULES:
> List these rules on your blog.
> Share 7 facts bout yourself.
> Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
> Tag 7 another 7 people
> Link the people who tag you

***

7 FACTS ABOUT MYSELF :

1. I have more guy friends than girls.
2. I climb, I hike, I dive, I backpack and I run only with Nike.
3. I sleep with baby pillow covered on my face, which has accompany me since the day I born. If you throw it away, I'll definitely cekik you till you die!! Don't believe?! Watch out!!
4. Yup! overall I only have 2 red shirts.
5. I'm chinese but not pure.

6 UNSPECTACULAR QUIRKS :

1. I must move around. If I sit for more than 2hours my butt sure scream of pain =P
2. I have obsession towards beaches, especially those sea, sun, sand and blue blue skies!! When I my legs touch those sea, I will keep on laugh & laugh & laugh.
3. Me and my brother always fight, verbally or physically. Sometimes, we even throw books and even chairs but we still love each other so damn much lol.
4. I eat alot alot alot, and I really meant ALOT!! If I skip breakfast, lunch even tea, my dinner I gonan have minimum 3 bowls of rice haha.
5. When I step into sushi house I must have Unagi....at least one piece. If not I will feel like something missing, next day will go back there & dine again until I got my Unagi. Yay!!

P/s: I havent decide who to tag...so I'll leave it as blank first. So the End la ^6^

on V-day.....

2009-03-03T17:33:00.007+08:00

I know valentine was way long away from us already, since I dunno what to post these days I decided to post this. If you happily together with your partner everyday, everyday would be valentine's day. I CAN PROUDLY TELL YOU THAT I COOKED THIS muahahaaa. Believe or not it's up to you haha. Happy belated valentine everyone lol.

<3

是的，我心情不好。

2009-02-26T20:22:00.005+08:00

最近的天气千变万化，我的心情也就这样跟着反反复复...早上寒冷中午炎热傍晚下雨晚上清凉，一时一时的让人捉摸不定。我连我自己都摸不清楚自己。

真快，时间过得真快。已经周四了，三月已经快来临了。
今天的傍晚也一样一直都在下雨，我的心情也跟他一样...阴阴的。最近的我这一分钟嘻嘻哈哈，下一秒垂头丧气，下一时又兴致勃勃，下一段却提不起劲。感觉有好多好烦的东西，都一股脑的像今天倾盆大雨一样就下来了... 准确无误的砸在我头上。

我累了。

累到很不像话。
却不是因为工作忙碌而累倒...反而是因为觉得自己没有用而气馁。该怎么说呢? 我不想白白拿薪水。当花瓶的感觉你懂吗? 那种...无法发挥却还要继续留在公司一日度一日等发薪的感觉你懂吗? 懂吗? 还有..... 还有...... 我不知道该怎么说如何说是好。

唉... 就当作也许你们也真的懂吧。

是的。我就是不开心。是的，我就是心情不好好难受... 我真的一直太天真了吗? 也许吧。

Eugene Siao Tata...

2009-02-22T02:23:00.003+08:00

Take care & we shall Siao with you in the future.

Fly la fly la.... Dont Miss Us Like Crazy coz in the mean time, we'll bring Eri go out "pou" & meet new guy very often. Dont worry. Also, please dont sweat or wtf when you see this msg...coz I know you know we love you so much now & forever lol. Goodbye... sayonara... Adious...selamat terbang... zhoi kin... zai jian la abang Eugene Chee yang amat tersayang sekali. hehe.

*huggies* :P

To LeePeng with Love.

2009-02-15T01:18:00.004+08:00

Oledi over 1 day but still wanna to post this.

Happy Belated Birthday to you, dear Lee Peng. May your wish come true & happily ever after with hiew88.... *huggies*muakies* XD

Random.

2009-02-11T14:36:00.004+08:00

Just came back from Penang on Monday.

Boring.... Life these days maciam straight line aje, pergi kerja, balik rumah, tengok drama, tido, makan, tido lagi. Was organizing mia imageshack folder, found something old...indeed very old. Nothing new, Only random very random lol.

My teman sejati since I was 5yrs old!!

X'mas in 2006, i seems no change till today wtf.

Sei tong till I die.

Kawan babi anjing.

Do Re Mi.... being diketepikan at this moments lol

Unagi gila babi.

{Dot Dot Dot)...Speechless.

My fav pic kat ferrengi beach.

Nyanyi atas kerusi. Dunno he still can remember this not...haha

At rumah panjang bidayuh.

Pose at KLCC garden, main cool.

Dengan Golden retriever yang bukan kepunyaan ku lol.

Together with Xtreme youth team, sudah lama tak panjat gunung d. Dunno now still capable or not, damn miss those time tgher.

Laast but not least, i mau keluar dengan mereka lagi.

End of random post, and if u ask me why am I write in malay or rojak. I pun tak tau maciam mana nak cakap, mungkin ikut angin. Hari ni ku berangin kuat.

k la..Chaoxxxx

A post before Penang drive.

2009-01-24T00:54:00.005+08:00

Fattien birthday celebration, we went to Yaki-yaki. Grand opening on that day, so we entitled 50% discount each. 1 stone kills 2 birds lol

Here come fattien.

Siao Eugene.

Gosh damn nice, my all time fav. Big head us haha.

Wif Eri, Wif LeePeng.

With Hungwei. wtf.

Sorry...hari tu lupa, so tak de group shot.

Btw, Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Wanna go back penang d, I enjoy u enjoy. Muaxxxx Sayonara.

<3

OhsOsh*t

2009-01-22T16:09:00.005+08:00

Today mood,

Picture speaks a thousand wordsss.

***

Incident 1:

7am went out from Serdang to Selayang meeting client. 1hr journey + salah jalan = 2hrs. Reach ady only I realised I lupa bawa hp plus I dunno her location. Sumore this client important like heaven.
OhsOsh*t! Ran here ran there find public fon. Found one happy nak mampus manatau rosak wtf. Nvm. Search again, after dunno how long only found 1 that STILL IN GOOD CONDITIONS. Over the fon, my hero said he oledi sampai selayang WITH MY HP WITH HIM!!!! This time really happy like I terkutip RM1million on the road. Credit to HungWei.

Careless me. wtf wtf wtf.

***

Incident 2:
A car block mine. I wanna keluar tak boleh, I hon & wait for the owner come out & shift. 10min gone. I started to loose patient.

Then came a guy he said to me, "Erm...I know the car owner I help u to call him".

Then came the owner, "Ini tempat ku, siape benarkan u park kat sini?!"

I was like wtf!!!! U block me sumore wanna scold me. Fine. I came down from my car, called my client (whom I realised that the owner of the car that blocked & him work under the same co.) then look under my car, look around "his" space.

Then turned back to him & said, "Bang, tempat ni tak tulis UNTUR KENDERAAN KHAS SAJE I juga tak dapat cari name u la".

The car owner shouted at me with a look dat he wanna makan me, "I selalu park sini, tak de orang berani rampas dengan ku u ingat u siape".

On time, here come my client. Suddenly he kept quiet. Before I could react he became soooooooooooooooo tame, went into his car & reverse. My client whispered at me, "I'm his boss". Ahahhaa.... LOL LOL LOL. I really laugh at him. Bully me?! Ambil kau!! wtf u.

***

Incident 3:

Came back to the office after that, planned to finish some of my paper works den chaoxx. Around lunch time , came 1 customer. He walked into the banking hall, straight away came to me & ask me about co. products. At first he looks fine.

As slowly he started to look into my face & winks at me, asking for a date.

Warao eh, really wtf!! So, I pretent as if i'm going inside to get a printed doc for him. In facts I asked my boss for SOS. When my boss came out with me, he gone in hurry mode. What a jerk. Benci.

Ish~~what a wtf siao day........ 凸(-_-)凸

oh yes it's bcoz of the rain haha

2009-01-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

Today evening come the rain suddenly.
It reminds me of B.J. Thomas, his song of Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head.

>>

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

[trumpet]

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

***

So nice. He makes me wanna dance in the rain.

<3

Tag: freedom!!

Fattien Birthday.

2009-01-15T23:02:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTIEN!!!

Once upon a time at Rakuzen. What a look =.=

Sorry bz dint hv time to celebrate with u.

Btw... May your wish of becoming SLIM come true!! Hope to see u more often in same train, so that i wont be so bored lol

*hugz*

Whatever & Whenever.

2009-01-11T00:49:00.007+08:00

Finally.................... after so long. I can online d. Thanks to HungWei for fixing the problem.

Ok now...A bloody simple recap on new year eve.

Shabu-Shabu @ 强强滚。The nite of new year eve was jamless.

New year is just a day that makes me older. Getting older & older makes me scared. I wonder when I'm 50y/o will I still be here writting blog about new year wtf. Older means No more passion for countdown. I just want things turn out to be better than now, the reality. I really wish.

***

水珠滴滴答答在哭泣，我问它在为谁而悲哀。那滴滴答答的声响，表达它的心声。

泪水流成大海。我不语，安静的聆听它的心声心雨。那关于现实残酷，还有生活的奥妙凑成的荒谬。

我叹息。

我说:"还是原始最好"。

早上呼吸新鲜空气，感受清晨第一道光线的温暖。享受婆婆准备的的白粥和油条，还有公公的扑鼻香浓咖啡乌。

让我深深的，深深的怀念。

***

I miss my grandparents.

Whenever during festive seasons or whenever when there's a day for celebration. I feel like wanna be with them & I really wanted. I wish I could go back to the past to those olden days when they still alive. Hug them & kiss them "Gongong, popo happy new year, merry xmas...........".

Whenver I cant sleep, they tap & I sleep well. At night when the day is hot, we fight for the sofa in the hall. Whenever I faced problem, they sit with me & listen. "Be Strong, Girl" they told me this and I really became stronger. Whenever I kena rotan from my mom, they always be my guardian angel.

During raining day, he always cross my mind. Coz whenever there was rain, I walked to the coffee shop where granfpa always been & walked back home together with him.... and this is the sweetest memories I ever had in my life. Sweetest things happened in mua life...

OK. Full Stop " 。"

Before tears wet my pillow, I really have to stop. This should be the way a post end.

>> Good Night.

烦呀烦

2009-01-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

最近很........................烦。

烦。

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R.I.P

2008-12-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

What you saw is just another R.I.P blog.

SO DEAD.

=.=

思念你

2008-11-23T21:39:00.001+08:00

静静地想你...I Miss You.

十一月十八号, 18.11.2008

2008-11-17T21:52:00.005+08:00

17.11.2008 ----------->> Sunny.晴天

A story to tell today.

Today is first day i'm with my new job, but somehow i feel lost & moodless. A brand new environment, A brand new day after tomorrow. Coz tomorrow is my birthday my big day but I have to work in a place that full of strangers.

I met the assistant manager of sales & marketing today.

He told me that basically nowadays economic is bad, and our branch is hard to get clients. So, i need to handle other department punya jobs & prepare for my 1st exam after dat still need to chase budget. I heard ady straight away stun!!!! straight away no mood.

Straight away sienz diao.

Haiz...... (@.@)

Hopefully things will workout for me. *pray*

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Newaz....

There're happy things waiting for me after work. See those picture below u shall know why. haha~~~~!! Is him, HungWei again, giving me surprise every year on my birthday. This practice never seems get him bored. So touched. Really touched.

T_T

He know i siao unagi, and he ran to jusco bought it for me. Unagi Sedap!!! =.=!!!

Next...

he cooked "Birthday mee" 长寿面 for us oso, he said eat d can live longer. Damn BIG bowl I tell you, nvm la...since got greedy people over here, at last it oso being cleared till damn cleaned haha...

Alrite...

Last meal he prepare is he said is his family dish. Roasted pork + red beans + water (err..i mean soup). Really sedap wei~~ we all eat till perut buncit sampai mau pecah... XP

Out of sudden...

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! It's a Rock-Cake out with a snow man sitting on it!!! This's the cake that i hunger for long, and he eventually remember. Although X'mas come early but I so happy can. I LOVE SNOWMAN!!! SNOWMAN I LOVE CAN!!! haha....

Siao.

Candle VS Snowman.

Melt can?? haha...我的雪人不见了，我的雪人不见了....太阳出来我就不见了。

By the way... I wish myself.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I want to be HAPPY ALWAYS.

I WISH MY DREAM COULD COME TRUE, IT WILL. I BELIEVE. Cheeers~~~!!!

P/s: Thank you. Thank you for the surprise.

<3